
before we begin, I’ve noticed that the group has not really been introduced.
Adam - "Gigante". a returning vet who got his name last year for his impressive height
Lindsey - the other returner, with Adam she helped organize and lead the group
Cindy - "Berni" a woman with endless positivity and good cheer
Michael - "Mango" name of unknown origins - he is known for his love of jumping on volcanoes
Sarah - a Clemson grad teaches martial arts
Toran - "Torro" named cause know one knows how to say his name (sounds like ripped paper). He is lucky enough to be dating Sarah
Trina - "Chi-Na" known to children and dogs everywhere as that girl that says "Awww" and is silly
Kristin - a dancing fool who's knowledge of Spanish has been invaluable
Potatoes - aka Jonathon - papas, taters, papas fritas, etc...his brother is "meat"
Fred - "chicken dance man" our campus Minster and fearless leader

Our Sunday started with Mango, Torro, Sarah and Berni attempting to attend church, again. However our Fearless Chicken Dancer had his Saturday and Sunday Mass times crossed and sent us there at 8 instead of 9am. Realizing our mistake, and seeing that attending the 9o'clock Mass would leave no time for breakfast, we opted for breakfast. The German place next door offered an impressive "desayuno" that included coffee, oatmeal, eggs, toast, potatoes, fresh squeezed OJ, sausage and some fruit. Everyone being very satisfied, we pilled into a couple of beat up pickup trucks with Fred and Esteema (our German translator) and headed out.
Santiago San Mora is about 30minutes away from Antigua and i'll include a short summary of its history - both sad and inspirational.
Many years ago during feast time when everyone was sleeping a disaster struck the village (we think it was a few generations ago early 1900's). A fire consumed the village and the lake was very low. Many people starved to death and as bodies piled up more became sick. Searching for medicine and assistance, the villagers offered their property to a wealthy coffee grower as collateral for medicine and money to rebuild...they also promised to do one week of labor for him. He and his family have kept the land for generations and every member of the community still does one week of work for him every year...but he has never returned their property.
We were told this story by a middle aged woman of incredible courage and ingenuity. Due to the poor conditions in the village - there was a great deal of poverty, domestic violence and alcoholism; the people are Mayan and because they worked so hard, trying to repay the debt, many children didn't attend school and never learned Spanish - an essential to getting ahead. Our story teller spoke of the abuse and poverty she endured and the inability for the men to get ahead farming.
Amazingly she organized the women of their community and struggled to find a way to better their situation. They contacted the government and got a Spanish tutor for themselves and with the help of non-profit organizations began bringing visitors to their community and sharing their history, cultural and art. Their textiles are amazing and of very high quality. We were shown the various, long and difficult steps needed to create their products. We were also treated to a traditional dance , stalk weaving demonstration and fed local dishes...we even tried coffee grinding the old and difficult way (with stones).



At the completion of this cultural emersion, and a new found appreciation for the amount of effort that goes into their products, we eagerly paid high prices for all their wares. All the money goes to providing schooling and medical care to the community's children - so it’s for a good cause.
Upon further reflection, pretty much everyone down here needs help - so all the money we spend is really going to a good cause.
There was also a bit of ego proving on the side of the males in our party. A certain wooden top was launched from a string – but no one except the maker was able to make it spin and stay up. Many a fruitless attempt was made by Potatoes and Mango…but the action was mostly dominated by Fred, who just couldn’t stop trying until he go it right ( I was almost struck in a very sensitive spot by a stray flying top). Finally, needing to leave, Potatoes just bought it with the intent to master it later.


Returning home, we had some down time to play cards and go grocery shopping for tomorrow’s lunch. Sarah and I decided that we would splurge on some dog food (both being big dog lovers) being very saddened by the condition and treatment of the dogs at our building site. Pretty much all the dogs we’ve seen in Guatemala have been half-starved and mistreated by their “owners”
Before Mass at 7 (we were really hoping we’d actually make it this time), the group met for a reflective debriefing. The condition of those in Santiago san Mora and others in Guatemala were discussed and ideas concerning how best to continue to contribute to their wellbeing continued to surface in all of our thoughts.
It is one thing to spend 10 days down here, and many have had amazing, transformative and informative experiences. We wonder what it will be like to return to our land of easy living. “economic downturn” has a different meaning in the developing world – and having been able to glimpse a little of what real hardship is – many are going to take a new and appreciative look at their lives. Also – we’ve met a lot of interesting people that are giving more and doing more…and many of us are now inspired to step up to another level.
Having worked in Katrina Relief efforts in New Orleans and been part of other trips into underdeveloped parts of the world – I think I understand a little more and less about the world. The cruelty and suffering that is experienced…and the ability of others to be indifferent is more confusing. But having seen first hand how others cope in horrific circumstances has also helped me keep my life in perspective.
Some say “the truth shall set you free”…I have not found that to be true. The truth – when seen clearly and understood BINDS YOU.
Truth demands action! One can not claim to understand the needs and problems of others less fortunate than yourself and not take action to help them. This is the weekend of Love in our Easter season…and reviewing the readings in English before hearing them in Spanish at Mass – we talked about what love/agape really means in the context of God and his commandments. Love thy neighbor! Jesus said that this was the greatest of the Ten. One can not claim to know God without knowing love and one can not claim to know love while turning away from the suffering of our brothers and sisters.
I sat in church thinking that what we don’t have in common is far less than what we all share. Language, cultural, possessions or political outlook are but trivialities in the human experience – things to add color and richness to our interactions and keep it interesting. But there is no Other or “outsider” to hate. God is love an love is God – and when we allow that love to work through our hands and help our fellow human beings…that is far closer to God than I can get in any other way. It is not enough to simply throw money at a problem to buy off our guilt or compensate for inaction. I’m not suggesting that everyone should come to Guatemala and I certainly appreciate everyone who was generous enough to donate so that WE COULD come here. No, I’m suggesting something far simpler – that we should all just go out and touch someone else’s life. In the smallest of ways – be that change you wish to see in the world and feel Gods love moving through you.
Anyway – in conclusion. I think one of the keys to success is the carrying on of momentum. That is one thing we have in abundance – but what further actions we can take to carry that forward is unclear. Suggestions would be great. We would like to continue fundraising for those in need down here. We have also come up with ideas like getting a website for the village weavers so that they might peddle their wears further abroad. Giving talks/presentations on circumstances down here has also be brought up and if anyone has any connections or suggestions we would be very grateful.
Education opportunities down here are very poor and lack of Spanish is a great impediment. We were really impressed that not only were the weaving women paying for tuition and supplies for 450 boys AND GIRLS to attend school, but there was even an English speaking volunteer giving classes. Instruction is in both Spanish and their native Mayan dialect…but giving them access to English will really give them a leg up in the world...but they need more!!!!
Teaching tools like computers are inconceivable to most poor inhabitants and even small infusions of money into communities (micro-loans) have incredible impact on the living conditions of these people.

Sorry for all the rambling – its late and no one told me to shut up and stop ---but now i'm tired. Back to work tomorrow - looking forward to seeing them all again and feeding those dogs.
“Torro” Toran Gordinier